Star light, star bright…i wish I may…I wish i might….
I have not had the mood or much time to blog lately. After a very VERY tiring 5 days of work, the weekends are usually spent cleaning the house, doing the laundry, grocery shopping, cooking and lazing in bed. Hence, the absence….. I don’t think I will be blogging much till after November either. Why November you ask? Well, you will just have to wait till then. Waiting is the hardest part of anything. I wish we could just know the answers right away, but what’s the “fun” in all of that, huh? Especially when you know you will be doing all you can but it’s really not up to you to decide. How can someone determine the future of others by a single answer? How do we prepare ourselves for the worst?? We wait and wait and wait for the one GREAT answer and what if it’s a NO? What then? Just stand up, brush our knees and walk away? What if its a whole life planned ahead? What then? *sigh* Why do some people who don’t deserve what we want get all the luck? They say that if it’s meant to be it will be..is it really? Does that mean that no matter how hard we try, everything has already be planned out for us?? I want this more than anything in the world but feel so helpless because there is not much I can do. And if there is one thing I wish I could do in this situation, it’s turn back time. But what if you changed things back then and other things end up different?? I guess you can never have everything you want? It’s either this or that and never this AND that? Must we sacrifice something to get the other??? aRGH….ok…thinking too much here,,,you probably don’t get what the Hell i’m talking about. You will, don’t worry. Like me, you will just have to wait. and pray. yes, pray with and for me/us. =) Thank you…….



